Phoenix

a poem from the pits

 

Phoenix

once more it’s time again,
to rise again,
from the ashes of another life,
but I’m so tired of,
picking up,
the pieces left by pain and strife,
why can’t I hold onto,
what I have,
for a lifetime,
why must the pages burn,
why must I return,
the phoenix of my own life

the world turns round,
my life burns down,
again and again,
the walls they break,
how much more can I take,
as my world comes crashing down.

once more the ashes rise,
up to the sky,
and block the rising sun,
once more I am reborn,
but still I’m torn,
and the pain has just begun,
running out of super glue,
I can’t undo,
the cracks that plague my mind.

The world turns round,
my life burns down,
again and again,
the walls they break,
how much more can I take,
as my world comes crashing down.

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I’m Back

Yes I am back from the depression hole and doing well. Sorry I have been gone so long, but when you hit a depression on the road of life, there is no telling how far you will have to walk to get back to the happy median. Here’s to finding that happy median and following it all the way home. 🙂

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let the rain fall

some lyrics that would make a great song chorus, if I could come up with anything to go with them

 

Let the rain fall,

let the storm rage,

cause we all,

need a little rain,

to grow

Goodbye…a song in the works

 

I wrote this song for my best friend who moved away suddenly….

I’m still working on it but,

This ones for you Danny

 

Give me just a little more time,

Give me one more rhyme,

Give me one good reason,

not to say you’re my,

best friend,

give me just one more day,

give me another night,

can’t you see I’m falling apart, when,

you say goodbye

 

Cause when you’re here,

everything seems easy,

when you’re here,

nothing goes wrong,

until you’re gone,

oh whoa oh,

until you’re gone.

The Well of Life

The Well of Life.

If you haven’t read this yet, this story was the main reason I started this blog. This story helped my parents understand me so much better I decided to share it in the hopes it could help other people find understanding too.